In a world of phrenical Star Stuff


I was seriously doubting my courage to post it, but, y’know. i may be insecure, but I think that knowing that other people have issues with this, makes me feel slightly better.Basically, I’ve tended to get acne on my shoulders/back. which wouldn’t bug me this much. The issue I have more so is that when I get stressed I will scratch at anything on my skin which isn’t smooth. The red dots you see are scabs/scars/etc from my scratching, that cover my back and shoulders. I spent ages, years, thinking that I was the only one, and nobody else could possibly do that. Then the internet and people I knew came to the rescue, and I realised “actually, yes. People do this, all the time” and I felt slightly more normal (and that is saying something).There are many, many things on my body I dislike. My weight, my figure, my stretch marks, my scars, all the bits and bobs. and that is okay, because slowly, eventually, I’m coming to accept that in my own way, I’m gorgeous. In my own imperfect, human way.So, here’s to revealing yourself to the internet as a deformed self-therapy session. 

I was seriously doubting my courage to post it, but, y’know. i may be insecure, but I think that knowing that other people have issues with this, makes me feel slightly better.

Basically, I’ve tended to get acne on my shoulders/back. which wouldn’t bug me this much. The issue I have more so is that when I get stressed I will scratch at anything on my skin which isn’t smooth. The red dots you see are scabs/scars/etc from my scratching, that cover my back and shoulders. 
I spent ages, years, thinking that I was the only one, and nobody else could possibly do that. Then the internet and people I knew came to the rescue, and I realised “actually, yes. People do this, all the time” and I felt slightly more normal (and that is saying something).

There are many, many things on my body I dislike. My weight, my figure, my stretch marks, my scars, all the bits and bobs. and that is okay, because slowly, eventually, I’m coming to accept that in my own way, I’m gorgeous. In my own imperfect, human way.

So, here’s to revealing yourself to the internet as a deformed self-therapy session. 


fat   fat acceptance   scars   self harm   stress   fear   anxiety   ugly   beautiful   body issues   low self esteem   acne   portrait   therapy   ocd   depression   me   
RAWR.Desperately trying to cheer myself up by taking photos of me looking happy. Considering uploading a personal photo of part of my insecurities. I’m not sure. ach. 

RAWR.

Desperately trying to cheer myself up by taking photos of me looking happy. Considering uploading a personal photo of part of my insecurities. I’m not sure. ach. 


makeup   glasses   portrait   septum   me   
MOAR ART WANKERY AND SHEEP.

MOAR ART WANKERY AND SHEEP.


sheepy sheep. ARTY WANKERY HERE.Model is my friend CarolynMakeup, concept, photo (c) me. 

sheepy sheep. ARTY WANKERY HERE.

Model is my friend Carolyn
Makeup, concept, photo (c) me.